Her 16 years old daughter pregnant
She cries asking why her
Where did she go wrong in her parenting
All she did was lover her
Care for her
and most of all provide for her
She made sure her baby lacked nothing
But today the sad reality hits her
Her daughter blames her
For not being there for her
But wait a minute she tried her best
Being a single mom she was on her own
Her daughter came first
And she motivated her to work hard
all the times she was never home
She was out there working hard
So hard to put food on the table
She forgot about her self
She never cared about anyone else
But her baby
The pain in her eyes
As she cries mama I'm sorry
I failed you
I'm sorry I didn't mean to
Mama so dissapointed and sad
Holds her daughter and asks her why did you
Her baby scared leaves
She wants to abort the pregnancy
Not knowing how
She asks her friends
They take her to a hidden facility
And she does it
She terminates her pregnancy
Putting her life at risk
Mama recieves a call
Hallo your daughter is no more
She's shocked
So mad at her self
For being mad at her daughter
She locks her self in
Her motivation to live is no more
Her strength is gone
She's done living
For she was holding on for so long
Faked a life she was living
Faked a smile to keep moving
She died
The very day her baby daddy abandoned her
Dead inside for she felt betrayed
Life cheated on her
And now her daughter leaves
What else does life want for her
What's there to live for
Why is life so miserable
So unfair so cruel
She's broken
She takes a razor
slits her wrists so deep
To finally end her misery
Sits in her bathtub
Drowns her self in
To finally leave and be with her child
She can't picture her self
All alone in this world
Someone opens the door and screams
Her house help so devastated
Calls the police
Hello there's been a suicide
Hurry she's not breathing
Her suicidal note floats on the water
Her family runs in so shattered
She's taken to the hospital but there's no hope
Her daughter walks in
Picks the note and reads it loud
In so much pain she blames her self
Mom please wake up she screams
I'm not dead, I didn't abort
My friends thought I was the one
But I went out through the back door
It was too late
She passed on that very day
Due to suffocation and loss of blood
the note read
No one cares about me
No one loves me
Depression has been killing me
Suicidal thoughts tormenting me
My only hope is gone
And I can no longer do life anymore
Good-bye my family and friends
May my soul rest in peace
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain
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