I text someone today well I say someone, but he been the love of my life for such a long time.
life got in the way and we never had the chance, but tonight I told him hold my heart thought.
with no response, not even a sign to say he read message.
this man in a way has controlled all what I do with fellow men in my life.
I've tried showing him how much of a lady I am, but after 21 ,years of friendship, but pure love for me. what gamma be the end result you think?
deep down my gut says he feels the same but then how can I be sure with out seeing it right for myself.
have I made a mistake tonight by telling a long term friend I've been in love for so long with him or was it right to tell the truth even after all this time.
sometimes life can be so hard confusing souless and heartbreaking but I feel I've made a fool of my self for being so open......... it's took 21 years to tell him but I'm not sure if I've done what I did by speaking the truth not hiding behind fear....
©harley-ros
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