My panic attacks don't panic me anymore
I kind of get them a little more
They don't panic me anymore
But it hurts to the core
I tried hiding this from so everyone
And the pain was understood by none
I tried hard not to give it attention anymore
But it hurts to the core
To those who laughed at it and to those who asked me to neglect it
It still hurts and it feels worse every next time I just want to admit
To those who think it's a normal thing
I can tell you it feels like you can lose your life in just one eye blink
Now I just wait until my pillow gets dry
It still hurts and this I cannot deny
I no longer tell people how it feels
All I do is keep the pain to myself and try to conceal
I guess I can never learn how to control this
But I am tired of hearing people making a hiss
My panic attacks do not panic me anymore
But it continues to hurt to the core.
~Divyanshee Rawat
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