"Where is the old you that I used to know?"
That person might've left
My feelings are locked by the coldness
My emotions are buried by the fakeness
I have nothing else to show, nor you have nothing else to know
For the old me had died
You can't bring it back, even if you tried
Friends of mine turned away
Even my soul chose not to stay
This pain is amazing
This is taking me to nothing
Growing up life was easy
Until depression started to chase me
I am underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
All my life I never knew oxygen
I'm paralyzed, you can't bring the happy old me
There is no going back, I am now what you see
Love, happiness and peace are what I used to carry
Now it's deleted in my vocabulary
This is me, as what I've realized
I am now in a storm, but I'm fine I'm just paralyzed....
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