( I was tired inside and out , the place I was staying in chico was my stepmother's and dads apartment and when that was a bad scene ide go down the street to my cuzins crazy swinger girlfriend's house , that was the ideal pad to drink , do drugs and never have a boring moment,. there named were Shannon(45) and Kenny(20) both from the same area I am , Shannon was married to a guy that owned an Italian restaurant and bar and Kenny ended up working as bus boy at that resteraunt ....can't remember the name .shannon and her husband rod..both Italians and swinger, they had a very nice 2 story house across town set back in the pine trees and a big garage . they would throw these swinger party's where everybody would end up having group sex . my cuzin Kenny always telling me about the crazy things he would wittiness or be involved in at either the resteraunt after hours or the swinger pad. it had much to do with Shannon his boss at the time , after one party swingin Shannon and Kenny hit it off and started falling in love but both married so eventually they would take her truck after work and not come home for a day or two knowing that pissed off spouses were waiting ready to fight . that all spiralled out of control and divorced were finalized Kenny and Shannon moved to chico. I went to visit them and find my long lost dad but only learned he was in prison for a.few years .his wife debera was lost without him . she instantly took a love for me when met due to the similarity's in my dad and me so she pleaded with me to stay till dad was released that year .I decided to stay to help her with everything and my dad was happy to in a letter he wrote from high desert prison. Kenny and Shannon lived right down the street and thus began the chico chapter in my life . I finally got worn our and lonely so I left with full intention of returning in a week .debera was devestated but I had to go see what it was calling me home .I could feel the pull like magnets to go home. it was early September when I arrived in loyalton California my home town of 900 people with a saw mill and thriving timber industries .my family lived in a single wide trailer in a run down trailer park where I spent most of my young life riding dirt bikes raising hell giving the small town cops a run for there money and leaving em in the dust . many visits to the judge was the result. I was happy to be home but still confused as to why I had to be there and what's was calling me there with feelings I've never experienced before so what the hell. this was in my mind the last place to ever cure lonlyness and that's one of the reasons I left for chico originally and to find my dad. everything at home was normal my mom was a truck drive a logging truck driver the best one around for hundreds of miles , my grandad taught her how to drive same time she was pregnant with me . she had the phone ringing with job offers to drive constantly every logging company wanted her to drive for then big time . she the hardest working smartest women I have ever known and a great mom raising all boys I was the oldest . the step dad was a cheating lying dirtbag that she threw out same time I came home . all was well my mom would give me the keys to her new isuzu rodeo to pick my brother up from his job at a resteraunt casino on the Nevada California border 30 miles away .along the way home we would stop at a all night gas station for beer and gas . one night we stopped like always and I went in got 4 cases of beer and when the girl walked out of the office to ring us up I couldn't take my eyes off her I was dumbfounded stupid and speechless ...OMG SHE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL ! then she looks at the beer and says " wow looks like somebodys gonna have a good time wish it was me . ...I stutterd and blurted out w-w-w-wat are yyyou ddd..doing after wwwork wanna hhh...hhang out ?? and she said yes and asked me my address so she could pick me up after work in her car . when I gave it to her she smiled and giggled so I asked what's up with that and she said she would tell me when she picked me up later and to be ready. she got off work at 12 am and wanted to meet at 1am in front of my family's place ..she showed up right on time in her little green Ford fiesta , I jumped in and she asked if we could stop by her place to get some drugs and alcohol for our date ..of course we can do you live in town ? or? once again she smiled and giggled , my god I was falling fast . it was then she drove across the road to a double wide trailer set farther back then then rest with an actual driveway and gate big trees all around a small yard fenced in all the way around .. not more than 100 feet from my mom's trailer and that's why she was giggling when I told her my address. we became unseperable and I didn't go back to my college and work life in chico. she was my calling the force that brought me home . I was blown away beside myself thanking God or whoever was responsible for my new found love but it would not be long before strange events situation and people would become a part of my life . how could I have been so blind and stupid ......PART 3: I COULDNT BELEIVE THIS GUY WHO WAS TWICE MY SIZE THEW ME AGAINST THE WALL AND SHE WAS LAUGHING! Nothing will ever be the same and I may never find the me that I was before her..to this day . part 3: DAN DOTA AND CANCELING MY CHRISMAS DEATH THREAT . this isn't happening why is she laughing.....
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