I live my life on the grid
Smiling days sober nights
I Heard your words like a burning spear
Cutting thru like a sharp sword
You want to change me, seriously?
You want perfection, but you're nothing to write home about
You said I'm stupid and naive
Immature and childish
You wanna change me to be like you
See the world through your own eyes
Feel the things that you felt
Walk the miles like you and crush my toes on the tar
I asked for help you labeled me weak
You keep down thinking you're helping
Nah! you're one of them
I got emotions too
Battling demons my own mind can comprehend
Shedding tears for a lost cause
You never asked
You want perfection,I'm imperfect in my own ways
But you keep fluttering covering your tracks
Blaming everyone around for things you lost
Teetering on the edge of shadows I found love
On things I wish to forget
On pasts my mind can't control
I wish to talk sometimes
But you never listen
You black me out
So I have to keep it myself
And chain this wall behind my soul
For many hearts have bridge the walls a thousand time
It keep falling but can't back down
You can change the world but you can't change yourself
For if changing the world is easy
I guess grass will be greener
©anunobi johnson kosi
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