I knew it kills yet I couldn't stop ,
I felt like nothing but a flop,
Dad said soon I'll be destroyed
All I see is my past being devoured.
It was once my worst enemy,
But all my sorrows forced it on me,
I felt the force of it's destination speeds,
And to my doom this evil helper leads.
Well the only reason I had it was clear,
It slowly got away with my tear,
When it goes up, I saw pictures of my past,
I felt it was taking all my pasts away at last.
How wrong I was to think that ,
How timid and naive I thought,
Too late I guess I am now,
It is my permanent companion somehow.
©bp.
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