I want to get high
I want you
To disappear into my veins
I want to be alone with you
Comfort my body
It's a feeling
I'm begging to obtain
I'm already sick to my stomach
Isn't it the same?
I'm receiving none of the pleasure
But all of the personal pain
Let me dive in
Let me be numb
Don't I deserve it?
I've lasted rather long
An itch
Could replace your fingertips
The haze
Be your voice in my brain
Pretending
The warmth is you inside me
I have no want now to refrain
I can't forget
I'll never be the same
I want you on my shirt
As a bloody stain
A physical reminder
Of how my hearts been slain
Please allow me solace
You are the key
To the lock on my chain
Give me permission
To finally meet heroin
Don't make me
Feel ashamed
©lunabrosla
L