I am conflicted, couldn't have predicted
What was to come, follow rule of thumb
Its not right, my tounge I did bite
Was it right, my gut now tight
Holding it down, I notice my frown
To hurt me so, head to toe
Because I saw you, what else did I do?
Tore me to pieces, if this all ceases
Will you miss me, will you feel dignity
I saw you lack integrity
Doing the right thing, when no one else is watching, not only seeing is believing
I tasted blood, my blood like mud
From shards of my heart, thrown in my face, patronising from the start
Fits of rage,blame, hate, racing heart rate
I hope I am wrong, I know I'm not wrong
You told me yourself
©fearsother
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