the one who told me that i am a beauty,
is the one who proved me that i am so ugly.
sorry I'm not like those having sexy body..
I'm just a girl who used to be called 'fatty'.
my hair aren't straight, it was so shabby.
if you think i am at fun,i am! i am not happy.
you see what i wanna be
you draw what i cannot see
how could i know that you're the 'he'
who likes the 'she' ?
how could i see if you're with me so happily.
why did you take me?
to make her feel unlucky?
why did you build me?
to crash me more harshly?
my laugh taken for granted.
my heart are half-parted
the smile you see now, i forced it.
never crossed my mind that i could ever won
but i expected us to be as one.
my hope is gone.
my last hope before? i hope you're done.
my everyday is so dark that i never believe there's dawn.
I'll never be enough
even I'm just now half,
I'll cover the scar,...
and play my part.
but.. 'ouch...my heart' .
-yunoashley
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