PLEASE

It feels like
I'm in a sinking ship
So tired of shouting
So tired of asking for help
I'm helpless
I'm scared
I'm loosing my self
Once again
You are holding me back
But I really wanna go
It feels like I'm frozen
And I can't make a move
I nolonger wanna breath
Someone take me away
I don't wanna survive
So don't save me
I'm cutting deeper today
To reach my veins
So deep where the pain is hiding
To get rid of it
I'm overdosing
I'm taking these pills
I must rest
And be free from the pain
Dear beloved
You can't stop me
You have one option
And that's to help me get rid of all these
Listen
Can we commit suicide together?
Can we end this together?
Let's jump over the Clif
Roll down in high speed
Hit a rock
And drown in the ocean
As we discolour the blue water
With our blood
And finally meet our death
You love me so much right
Please grand my request
I know it's not too much to ask
I'll be waiting for your response
©mara_pain
life is a series of pain
©mara_pain