Poem 1
possibly addiction
I told you that I love you
Limerence
But that’s only partly true
Limerence
See i do love you, but I also Desire you
Limerence
And I Desiree to be wanted and chosen by you
Limerence
A state of involuntary romantic, infatuation and obsession
Limerence
That is what this is
Limerence
I want you so bad. I’m losing myself to figure out who you are who we could be.
Limerence
This power trip this push and pull is like you have control over me
Limerence
I feel like I love you more than life, and I don’t even know you
Limerence
I know pieces of who you are, who you could be, but in it’s entirety. I don’t know the real you.
Limerence
You fill every corner in my mind
Limerence
Causing a deep burning feeling
Limerence
Is this The invisible string theory
Limerence
When will the white rabbit catch up?
When will it be our time? When will these feelings dissipate
Limerence
The truth is I don’t even know if I want them to go away
I like having you around I like having you in my space
Even if I only get you for an hour or two
Limerence
That’s enough for me to keep coming back to you
Limerence
You are like a drug
Limerence
You give me a high
Limerence
And even tho I know you aren’t good for me I keep coming back
You put me in a state of cognitive dissonance
Limerence
Delusions some call it
Limerence
And I hold on because I think one day things will change
One day you’ll see my value
And the time and waiting won’t all be for nothing
And that if I wait long enough, maybe I’ll be enough
Limerence
I don’t want to let go because what if that’s the day
The day when things change
Limerence
So I’m draining my self
Killing myself emotionally
Because you won’t kill your ego
Limerence
And I have to suffer watching what I want to to someone else
But even the 1% chance that it could one day be mine
Limerence
Is why I stay.
T