im sorry what i did
to hurt you inside
everyone makes mistakes
there's certain things i regret doing
certain things i wish i can take back
and start over again
when the new year hits
the new me is here
doing that to benefit my self
and my loved ones
i have to change my self
i can't keep living in the past
i have to move to my future
i made my new year's resolution goals
im going to follow them
i promised alot of people that i would
i know we all had secrets
certain people will let them out
and not care how you feel
what ever i done in my past
i have to tell them everything
even if they get mad we can talk about it
having conversations is the best
especially for a good relationship
cant ingore that person
things will get bad and turn the other way
i love the life i have now
i have a good man that i care about
and got my kids in my life
i know i lost family and friends
who can i really trust these days?
people always saying your with the wrong person...
question is
do you know him?
do you know what he been thru?
i don't care what people think of him
i love him and care about him alot
even if we agrue we are there for each other
he knows me inside and out
what i been thru
and what i done too
sometimes im scared to tell him
some people don't want to know
or others just want to leave
sometimes i think people won't accept me
i do alot for people the best i can
some are just ungrateful
in other words some are grateful
i just don't want to be hurt again
im very sentive about things
i been hurt my whole life
men used me for a lot
when new people come in my life
takes me a while for me
especially for my kids to get to know them
i feel scared sometimes
don't know what people are capable of
i don't want them hurt or anything
when someone has kids they are very protective of them
they will do anything
even if they don't have much
what im trying to say is
im a loving and caring person
til you mess with my kids
then im a pissed off mother
and all hell breaks lose
i take my life day by day
i have too
you don't know what's gunna happen the next day
©deviid13
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