missing you
your smile
your laugh
the way you were
things haven't been normal since you been gone
i haven't been my self
i have my bad or good days
miss your company
the conservations we had
you raised me to be me
to stand up for my self
to be different
not listen to drama
i been lost
having abnormal dreams
things chasing me
maybe i was cursed
need to go back
remember old times
i miss those days
you were my best friend
my heart and soul
you gave birth to me
and gave me life
i pray everyday things would get better
i have to believe in my self
i have to clear my head
im trying to be reborn again
why did you have to leave me so young
wish you was still here with me
i have unconditional love for you
my pain can be unbearable to where i cant handle myself sometimes
i go thru day by day as i can
my self is coming back
gunna take time too
one day i will be the way i was
didnt care what people thought
©sugarrplum
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