Please I'm at my breaking point dear God I ask you to take my pain away...
Most people couldn't even fathom the smallest pain I carry day to day.....
God doesn't seem to answer requests to allow someone's pain to fade.....
Never had plesent memories the ones i had have been misplaced.....
Remember times with life more simple only want was run and play....
Foundation built on loyalty and honesty qualities that can't be frayed....
Never speak on my issues at all it maye lead me to an early grave....
Traumatized by dead bodies and fake love that was just a masquerade.....
Cant forget fhe conniving "friends" i knew better than to associate...
Mother even left me for dead how you feel when ur parents betray.....
Can't remember anything content at all my stress level is overweight....
Cannot tell you the extent of my pain words just won't convey.....
Pressure is building up I look around still there's nobody who gives a f***.....
I don't need a murderer anyways I'm to the point of self-destruct....
Every single peice of happiness, taken with just a single pluck....
All that's left is hate and pain continuing to build until i erupt.....
Can't control my anger i explode and show out so fast and abrupt...
Never realize what I'm doing my actions usually minacing or corrupt. ....
My minds a hell house of pain and a 1 man prison of my own construct.....
This mental hell is torturous chains of all feeling exept of ove....
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