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I couldn't do it
I couldn't live with it
I couldn't lie anymore
I had to tell her the truth
I needed freedom
And it would only come from the it
I'm opening my heart
I'm pouring it out
My heart was heavy
It had been five months
Five months with this skeleton
Today was the last day of this torture
I got scared
Afraid of being misunderstood
My words used against me
I was terrified of the outcome
But still I chose to speak up
So I gathered all my strength
And texted her
I opted to invite her over to my place
Let the secret out over a cup of coffee
But she turned me down
I felt she was avoiding me
Like two days without talking
And she never made a move
I tried reaching out but she
Gave me a cold shoulder
I couldn't force her
I couldn't let my heart out
So I just opted to hurt in silence
Deal with my pain and frustrations ....
I said nothing
Learned to get over it
Stopped pursuing her
And focused more on me
©magi
Words from my soul
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain
©mara_pain