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I wanna go up,
Up to meet God,
I wish I could leave this world,
But I don't know where to find the door,
I just want to leave this all,
As soon as possible cause am in awe.
I thought peace was what I longed for,
Now the pain,rain and fades are all gone,
The peace has finally come,
I'm left with nothing to hold on,
My fears are raging on,
The holes in my heart are widening up,
And my life is going to opposite way from what i planned of.
Listening every night to a stranger's voice,
Just to be reminded that I'm still love,
Smiling all day to fool the world,
Feel nothing just an empty void,
I have nothing else to say but this is not all.
©deryl