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I hate this lonliness.
The pain and the emptiness.
The broken vows and foundation.
The distress from your mention.
Wish all this was just a fiction.
Was I that bad?
Every day I try to find a reason to calm down my aching heart.
But the memories haunt me, the glowing shadows of our past.
I knew it was bound to happen, but never thought it's goin' be this fast.
Dusk comes, still looking forward to your call.
Up late in the night, still waiting for your knock.
Clingy to these lies, though I know you won't.
Oooh! my stupid heart, too stubborn to let you go.
©Jay Crown