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I begged you to stay
Threw tantrums so you won't leave me all alone
I did everything but it was nothing
You left
You went
And all alone I was
Alone with the voices in my head
Alone with the monsters under my bed
All alone for them to tear my skin
All alone for their torments
The voices grew louder
Just as we parted
I was harassed
Some men teased me
Pulled my leso
Wanted to take advantage of me
All alone I was
On that dark scary road
I knew I had to save my self
I knew I had to fight
They hit me
Molested me
But I managed to escape
I ran so fast
I literally floated in the air
My feeble feet carried me
But I tripped and fell
Thank God I didn't get hurt
I saw them behind me
And I had to hide
This was a terrible night mare
How I wished it wasn't a reality
My night was ruined
I was messed up
I didn't know what to do
My tears couldn't stop flowing
My monsters celebrated
They drunk my blood
Dined and wined on my misery
My pain
Pain
Just pain
Became my end
I was numb
I didn't feel anything
Not anymore
I was not me
I wasn't my self
I'm just Mara
*©mara_pain*
*Life is a series of pain*
©mara_pain