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Why do i reach for you?
Are you my hand
A helping hand
When I'm drowning?
Hold you close
Burning in your fire
Or am i one causing it?
Do you feel all that pain
That i put you through
Do you still think
That
If i hurt you
Ill hurt myself
Can you still see right through me?
Even when i don't speak with words..
Can you find me
In this storm
Storm of my life
Are you the one to drag me out
Or you're the one who put me there?
What's your name? Are you even real?
Can i call you angel,
Will you call me devil?
Do you think there can be love
Between the two who don't exist?
Do you think if someone's heart,
Body, soul, and every word is used,
That they still can have love?
Do you trust my dirty heart
With your innocent love, to not destroy it?
Do you trust me enough to let me go?
Do you even want me here and now?
I wonder what i want from you...
So complicated, so good, so furius, no gentles in the words
Tearing, gluing, breaking
Are the roses same without the thorns,
Or you'd just cary gloves...
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