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I overthink again, it's like I always do
Yes not because that I'm deeply in love with you
I overthink everything, everything about us
I'm not worried but just afraid
Afraid that someone will leave again,
Left me just like what I experience back then
Yes I overthink everything, from school works nor regrading my mental health.
I'm so empty right now and I don't know if I'm okay
Yes I always overthink and I always do that thing, because I can't help it when anxiety waved at me.
I can't help to feel hopeless and no one can help me when my depression waved at me, what should I do? When I hate being lonely because I will lost on track just like a lost baby.
I overthink again, over and over gain
It's been part of me now that I can't leave without it. Well you accept me after knowing those things? Will you still love and choose me over and over again?
Because for me , I'm tired now of all the pretend I did. I'm done and I quit!
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