😭

I happily let go
I pushed him away
But now I'm hurting
I miss him
Everything about him
But there's nothing I can do
He finally left
I though he would fight to stay
Hahaaaa I thought wrong
He invited his bestie
Over to his place for a movie or two
And just laugh at me for letting go
Why I'm I even bothered
Or wait Mara you still love him
But no I'm letting go
So I have to learn to live without him
It's not going to be easy
But time will tell
You know if we were meant to be
We will eventually be
So for now
I'll nurse my arm
Apply ointment on it
And try to fall asleep
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain