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you look at me like I'm only a child
you look at me like I don't have a story you look at me like I don't have any battles left behind
you look at me like I have never weather the storm
this is going to be some news to you
childhood has been a battle I already won long long ago you could even say I was a woman way before I ever should have been..
there is a story in the book of my life that that you thought was blank, that story would even surprise you...
for the battles that were won or lost I can only say I fought them fights the best I could with a one man army standing in my place either way you can check there all marked as passed..
for the storm I have yet to weather the greatest storm of my life I have weathered alot even think I will not make it through on them days were I just lay and cry from my soul to my face...
and here is the biggest news you will hear I'm a woman with many flaw I never claim I was perfect if you look at my ingredients if you see how I am made what makes me go and how I feed my soul you would be a awe
I'm not that pretty that's for sure but I bet you never knew that your heart whispers to your soul who hollers at you mind who tell your body how to walk and how high to hold your head
my thoughts are deeper then any woman you have ever met I will see the beauty in any thing and I can make the ugliest of the ugly look like a romance story
I have a gift that is rare in the world in which we live I can take your worst part of you all the thoughts you hated yourself for and make you see the beauty in each and everyone I can make your pain go away I can ease you mind from all the confusion of your life I can make you see the good in everything and help you to forgive even your worst enemy
and I have a laugh like no other I can change the mood in a crowded room as soon as I walk through the door
you think I'm stupid for be so conseaded I promise you this is not what I'm portraying this is simply me telling you that I have issues with me that I never like that way I looked so I prefected my inner being I'm not bragging that would be something I'm not I'm simply telling you about me
you have already seen the bad I'm standing here fully exposed on my scars have been seen by your eyes all my flaw have been shown by my soul
now I will let you know there is something good about me
I can look my ugly face in the mirror each day and if you notice I can look myself straight in my on eye without a look of disguise on my face that has nothing to do with my appearance it all about my inner me...
Angela Oaks
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