When thinking about the word powerless, i think back to that day in the living room when my addiction became unmanageable i was to the point where i was sick and tired of being sick and tired and had absolutely no control over using a substance in my heart i truly dint want to keep using but in my flesh it was like a wall push me into the bathroom to keep using before using i kept praying and pleading to god to become clean and after using i kept praying for forgiveness, and to not keep making the same mistakes, Today I am grateful to the lord, that i no longer use drugs, but i find myself in other battles that now need work, Recovery doesn't start at stopping the behavior, its beginning the process to healing because before anyone begins an addiction there is always a root in us that brings us to these negative outlets.
BY stephanie marie
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