Lord, should I publish my works?
Or would that just make me a jerk?
Lord, should I twiddle my thumbs?
Or would that just make You look dumb?
I'm trying to stay humble and true,
but I'm still holding back,
scared of what I might do.
Who else might I hurt
when my wings fin'lly grow?
What else will I learn
about what I should know?
Where should I go?
Where shouldn't I turn?
How many bridges
have I already burned?
Can I help to rebuild them?
Or should I just up and leave?
Should I go somewhere quiet
where I can peacefully grieve?
I'm losing so many,
and not finding hope.
I'm there for my mommy
while she's learning to cope.
She can't see my sorrow
that's still tied to the rope.
I can't go back to the devil
still probably chasing dope
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