My Prayer: The unapologetic poet
Father above, Please take a moment to listen to what I've got to tell you it's from the heart, it's really personal and I feel stranded don't know where to start.
I know You taught me the right path to walk on, gave me a map called the bible in order to understand,and If something was to hinder me you gave me elders to help fix my mess.
I guess my stubbornness took over my head, I neglected what was written, I told myself I'm different, I can handle whatever Satan had planned.
Dear father, I've lost myself in this cruel world ruled by the evil one the devil who showed me fame and riches that would last temporary then disappear in the end.
Dear Jehovah please forgive me once again, seems like I'm twisted upstairs, I want to do good in the end, I just sometimes act like Job who also had faith in you yet swiftly became mad at you for allowing bad things to transpire in his life like losing his wife, kids and his land.
You did no wrong God, I haven't been strong, I let my weakness take control, Please help me I feel lost, I wanna get back to you I wanna get home, I miss your warmth, I miss your selfless thoughts, all I need now is to be made whole.
Thank you for being a friend , father my everything from the start until today, you have saved my life twice I still can't understand, what you see in me cause this mirror of mine shows nothing to be proud of entirely.
You gave me a wife that stands by my side doesn't matter how big the fight is, she is bold she is love she is everything I need and more in life please protect her everyday, every night I don't know what I'd do if I lost her sight.
Dear Jehovah I know I'm simply a sinner that doesn't deserve your mercy, but I know you, and it's becoming clearer, for me to get your love back I just need to stay clearer from all these dirty stains that make my soul unease, turn me around make me neat I want to look clean.
In Jesus name your begotten son Amen
C