your sleep,
wildered sleep eyes covered my bed as I listened to you breathe i said a prayer that left my heart paralyzed.
protect my love.
erase temptation.
bring us closer.
am I fool for begging God to change you?
to make you a person who can only love me?
I can't help that I'm selfish and jealousy is spiked beneath my soul each thought of you being with another crosses my sight.
my love is vulnerable my heart is like a curse watching you in slumbers waiting for your breath so I can breathe, thinking then we can be intwined in each other's dream.
silly me for you can only be a man's dream when you've been planted firmly in his reality.
for the jealousy w asnt in my mind it cradled in my heart for your mixed signals interpreted into love sent me guessin if this man truly love me or not..
I'm swept up in my fear of love do I speak or do I just hold u in my sleep touching the depths of your chest feeling the beats of your heart through my palm praying in silence that this heart will love me. that this heart is meant just for me.
©moniques21
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