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Praying for better days

I was supposed to be everything you've ever wanted
You told me I danced as though there was none watching
You loved my stupid jokes
Your laugh was always funnier than the joke
My mornings were never dull
I never dreaded those days with you
Every morning was bliss
Every night felt like heaven
So how did it so quickly become hell
I'm picking at my brain
Trying to piece together why it all went wrong
Or perhaps maybe where I went wrong
What it was that I did that made you so angry all those nights
Those beautiful blue eyes became taunting
They now stare at me in my sleep
Millions of miles away from your body
But still I can feel your touch
As though your hands never really left my body
And my mind speaks of you so often it was asif you never left
I hear your voice
I feel your hands stoking my hair
Wiping my tears away
Reminding me that it must rain before a rainbow appears
To really know happiness you need to be in touch with sadness
After every storm must come a rainbow
So I pray everyday for a better day
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