I’m hiding in the dark, there’s something in the way her words motivate me. I can’t help but want to touch, as I watch you turning the page. Who knows where this may lead, I just hope a papercut doesn’t make me bleed. I’m forever falling to my knees, begging please to take this addiction away from me. Madness from the moonless night leaves no will to fight.
I just hope to be worthy of your conversation, I want to be more than you hope to offer. I felt it dancing away from me, feeling this love has always been me, the only reason I am breaking free. But I should have said at the start, there was nothing much more required than a simple caress, that was enough to keep me impressed
All I dreamt was to break your heart, so I could rebuild it from the start. I would have stopped the rush from those that broke you down, this all didn’t need to drown. I struggle to breathe, these things always stay with me. Coming from past desires, I couldn’t always douse the fire, but perhaps, as I suspect, this was always a test. I chose not to encompass this situational mess.
Try as I might, be the reason you saw light. But in the darkest part of the night, even I lost sight. It wasn’t always so cold, but it was always quite bold. For where fortune was faded, I wasn’t elated, if much worse I couldn't shake the curse. To have stayed to fight, my message from the light would have been unwise. Because the only other way out was in a hearse. That is the precursor’s curse.
I can see, no in-between from you or me. I could no longer heal if I stuck to our deal, so when the next life awakes, I won’t lay in wake. I could feel my world shake, letting go was what was needed so. Was this my mistake? For as long as I am awake I will never remediate, nor do I feel any hate. My world is now like before, never more shall I open that door. For they I wish to say, I hold no pain from disarray. But an inconvenience as you said to me, initially eluded me from running free, but here I stand at last, in front of the past.
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