I'm tired of dreaming because I know dream don't come true, tired of chasing things I'll never have, dreams are nothing more than pretty lies that our self-conscious builds to make us want things that are unrealistic, dreams replace reality and fill us full of lust, and when we fail to achieve those dreams that lust becomes despair, we become more and more full of hate and are forced to watch those who have everything we never had and never will, those who achieve everything they want have nothing else to strive for because once your at the top those things you worked so hard for become meaningless, those who never had to work for what they have will never feel accomplished so they take it out on the ones who are less fortunate so I'm done with dreaming, from now on I have no want for anything, no lust and without lust I can never be disappointed when things don't go as plan, I'll just expect the unexpected so that nothing matters and when nothing matters I'll be numb, I won't feel sad, I won't be angry, and I know what you must be thinking, "how will you ever be happy again?" and that's the thing, I was never happy to begin with
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