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pretty pain

Love... love is a poison that you dip yourself in amongst the darkness and drown your consciousness from a place that exposed your pain into a glistening abyss that uou find yourself falling in and out of gasping for air as dimensions run passed you and the solar system behind to soar around the magnetism of shadows that attract your phantom into pools of rose petals sitting on the surface of your peeled skin raining blood in the days of moonlight shining through the missing holes of your purity, dragged away from who you were before love, before lightning struck your mind and through your heart off the roof , as soon as you let go, and you let love, waiting for the spirit of fear to catch you and measure the weight of your soul into how many demons your smile can hide until you burn yourself intensely from the inside out, then it slickly, slowly slips your head deep into an eternity you didn't even know existed, you end up losing yourself in another soul that mixed darkness with your skin leading your flesh to the nature of euphoria, drenching every drop of blood away from the purity in your flesh and bones, revealing depths that color the chemicals in your mind with beauty and hope of a new home for your insecurities, painting past, present, and future all over the being youre drawn into until you make infinite decisions of addiction chasing the feeling with no worded meaning, but a built compulsion to s crack that lifts you to your highest mountain of shaded darknessand drops you through the ground lives and lives passed reality with every shattered piece of you wasted to a sea of waving hell and deep blackness scattering me, scattering you, shattering your character into endless atmospheres everywhere, except for in your arms
©sunblue