No matter where I go or what I do
Everything is a constant reminder of you
Drowning in a pool of emotions with no escape
I can't go to sleep cause your not here when I wake
I keep pleading for you to come back to me
Screaming and crying so desperately
I can't accept this fate that befell you
Going out of my mind nowhere to turn to
How am I supposed to live without you
I dont want to live but I know I have to
How am I supposed to move on
When the biggest reason I had to live is gone
I know our children still need me today
Im forced to keep going until they move away
Im a prisoner of this life
Locked up until I am by your side
The emptiness and pain will haunt me everyday
I may become numb to it but it will never go away
Watching video clips just to hear your voice and see your face
I know i have to be here for the kids but I don't know how much more I can take.
You are my soul mate my true love my better half
You were so good to us and you knew how to make us laugh
They say it will get easier with time
But the longer its been the more I lose my mind
©opheliamie
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