Spanish and English. I will try to repeat it, sorry if you don't understand, I'm only human.
Raised by Mexican parents, so my English and Spanish is very fluent. Although I speak both languages I'm very Shy, that's the truth man.
When I speak to you in English, you look at me like if I was speaking a different language.
What did you say son? I only said " What a beautiful day it is today ma'am "
So I go on about my day, what was it that I said wrong? Feeling like a Deadman.
Always feeling lost, like when you reach a dead end. You look around, you look down, could it be the color of my skin.
Which is Brown.
It doesn't really bother me. Just feels like I don't belong.
Same way goes when I speak in Spanish, one little word in English and they think I'm a clown. So where do I fit in, in this small town?
I'm just thinking nonsense, and speaking out loud. An evil thought in my head just going around and around.
©justamind
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