So many things in my life just haven't been what they should've
What my Creator had initially intended for me.
Causing so much pain and confusion within a small child's mind.
So much that was never meant to be a part of existence
Falling so far short of original intentions
Those visionary brush strokes that were originally intended for my painting
As though the brush had been dropped numerous times by its painter
My nearly finished painting with its painful strokes now form an obscurely abstract picture
My mature mind must now view it beyond that small child's mind and purposely find the beauty hidden inside
Where the Creator's original design lies
Breathing in deep, fully refocused
I must allow my painting to be finished with its originally intended brush strokes
In order to allow its maker to show the original vision He wanted to portray
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