I don't know who I've become but
I'm not someone who knows much
of anything other than how I've been
treated like a nobody who's nothing
but a dumb no good piece of scum
from everyone in my life since I was
very young so when somebody treats
me with respect and actually cares
enough to lift me up and show me
some love I treat them like they're
someone who's nothing but a no-
good piece of scum for treating
me wrong over nothing I've done
so maybe I am dumb for having
more respect for people who give
me none but that might just be
why I've become a nobody who's
misunderstood because I'm a
person who became emotionally
numb from being mistreated by
everyone in my life since I was
very young although I don't know
much of anything other than
being shown no Love like I'm
just a nuisance who's public
enemy number one
©shortstump
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