Everyday I sit alone watching the clouds fade as the sunsets on my lonely heart. Thinking what am I doing so wrong to make you fade away from me.
I try so hard to get your attention. but I get pushed aside for another. I try and cuddle with you but she always wins that battle too.
I want to do things with you but it seems like your not interested in me anymore. I sit alone asking myself why?
what am I doing so wrong besides to try and love you?. I try to hold you at night but it never happens...I dream of you holding me in your arms hoping to find it will happen soon but it's only a dream that will never come true
I stay to myself to hide my tears that I keep locked inside to appear strong but deep down I'm just a hopeless romantic over you.
the man I've been with for a whole year who captured my heart since day one, the man who I want to spend the rest of my life with
we barely kiss and hold each other I can't look into your eyes anymore to bring back my smile because I'm being blocked so all I can do is admire you from far away hoping one day is have that moment with you where I feel your arms wrapped around my waist.
instead, I see you from afar playing pictures in my head of you holding another as I wait my turn every day just to have a special moment with you.
you may not know this but my sweet JW you mean more to me than my own life...more than my happiness... I just you to look at me the way you use to and bring back my smile.
we use to do a lot of things together but those things seem to have faded I want them back but how when I'm being pushed aside so another can take my place as your main boo thing.
baby, I love you and I wish you knew that. I wanna hold you like I use to...I want to feel your kisses and your hugs...I wish you'd let me love you the way she does...
I wish you'd let me caress you the way I once did when we first met... but I guess I'll have to keep waiting patiently until my day comes when I can hold you once again.
JW the only man who has captured my heart will always be with me even if I can't feel your touch just know that I'll always be your loyal queen no matter who pushes me away from you ill always be there.
©celest
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