blood shot eyes.
the clenching of fists as my nails stab my flesh penetrating.
I feel the kiss of red running down my skin like a river.
I ignore the pain i ignore the burning urge in my eyes to cry.
such sweet sorrow as my sanity begins to break like pieces of glass in a mirror.
you push too far.
you control too much.
the voices in my head pulsing loud in my eardrum serenading me.
as I violently interpret it's melodic sharp song.
seeing colors of red blind by agony of living.
abused.
mentally and emotionally.
tortured by my lack of self worth.
swallowed by guilt over and over again.
yet I'm about to break.
like a twig.
snap!
compassion and respect splitting into and running out of the window.
I don't chase after it.
yet from my wrath no one is safe.
yet I exist only to watch it burn.
©darkdeity
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