how can I hate you , but still love you?
I can't construe these emotions
I feel like I'm constantly battling myself in this commotion
I'm holding onto the good memories and blocking out the bad
you have a piece of my heart that I'll never get back
I've wondered countless times
why I'm in such misery
because every second I live
feels like eternity
I wish I could tell you
but the boundaries don't let through
I'm still not ready to let you go
I try not to show
I'm not ready to give up on you
you'll always be my first crush but you'll never know.
©waiza
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