I let my guard down for you.
The one thing I wish I didn't do.
I am burning, fuming as I lay here.
Holding back each tear.
I watch as this rage takes over me,
Filling my veins like water fills the sea.
Harsh waves back and forth, as I beg for it to wash off your scent that lingers day and night.
I cannot stand this ugly sight, of this rage that fills me - endlessly - as I watch myself lose control, lose myself, because you have defeated me.
Finally, you have won.
I have let my guard down, and your ill intent has claimed me.
In pieces I lay, enraged. Disoriented. Weak.
You have taken every bit of me, and wore it like a trophy.
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