Inside I begin to feel the rage
The only thing is I don't know the stage
through my eyes everything becomes a haze
My brain, i feel it slipping off the deep end
Inside I try to find away to skip this phase
At this point my brain has already became a maze
I hate that jealousy makes me this way
It has me guessing, witch one will pay
being so angry, not really realizing words I'm saying
Figuring the reason, believing it's me he will be deceiving
wonder deep within, on him can I really depend?
that thought’s in my head, it has my mind unwinding
my first reaction, to fly off the handle
in the end, when it's all said and done
it doesn't seem to matter, who's the one who won
all I can do is regret it even began
I really dislike, I've let myself become this undone
I'm always quick, first to draw my gun
after I'm calm, left wondering what's the outcome
yet another rage, can we overcome this one?
I think to myself, why'd I agg him on
I know deep within, I'd never wish him gone
in hopes yet another argument, that will become foregone
in the future I pray, I'm first to be the bigger person
maybe at least, try to tame my inner beast
that's my biggest hope to say the least
I really believe learning this, will be the start of this masterpiece
Written By: Angel Kitchen-Jackson
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