Alone to myself, speaking loud, echoes clash, distruction in my head, a life to inspiration, though emotions are dead, like my words, once laid up on paper, this deep heart shed, the verses of me, never seem to be read. Realizing my reality,a once upon a forever dred.
With a heart so strong, fighting the urges, I share, I think sometimes, its just my curse, my infliction, only i was meant to bare, I grow away from you, the more that im there, and feel this pain for you, to give inspiration, the only way, I know how to care. This distance keeps reminding me, how this life isnt fare.
Could say a million words to you, though my intentions never clear, I keep telling myself it's not your fault, products of my own doing, what has left me here, I continue pushing away, then wonder why nobody's there, I fed my own sorrow, as I gave life to my deepest of fear, creating a tragedy, spelled out every tear, as real to me as they appear like my words, they never disappear.
I stay in my head, it's right and its wrong, some see weakness, some think that's being strong, either way I'm still here, laying this song, letting the world know feelings, of a soul that couldn't
©justin_ur
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