(Disclaimer this is a rant, if you read it you'll understand)
When you tell someone about your pain
and they ask something
along the lines of simply
"your tough you'll be fine" even though
they know damn well I won't.
Its like me telling you I'm being hit by a flood and your telling me I'm going to be fine because I can swim.
Or when people compare your pain to the time their goldfish died.
Its not the same pain.
You could go through the exact same pain, and still wouldnt understand.
I know people go through some absolute crap but you should NEVER say "I can understand" or "Just...(etc.)" bc you can't and its not that easy.
Since its mothers day, people were taking pictures and taping flowers to them, then giving them to their mother. I don't have a mother, so I didn't take part in this and people were pressuring me to do it even though I didnt want to. Which was only making me want to do it less, and they would say "Just give it to one of your profetic mothers" or "Oh c'mon don't be a wimp" and that just filled me with so much anger and sadness. These people couldnt understand. They have had both their parents their entire lives. They couldn't understand. So now I'm sitting here, a powder keg about to explode, waiting til my emotions stop swelling inside me. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!! I NEED TO STOP CRYING, .....but I can't.
©sweetwhisp
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