You, use to be someone that I looked up to.... but no more
You, were someone that I wish could be proud of me but I realized too late that it'll never happen
You, are always disappointed that I don't want to do whatever you say and never let me forget
You, will always compare me to someone that is better in your eyes
You, unfortunately make those that are connected to you by blood feel very negative towards how you act
You, will never admit when you're wrong instead it'll always be simpler to push it away or blame others
You, are someone I and many others feel relieved when we are away from your negative words and presence
You, choose money above family and if that's not true then look at your actions
You, would rather listen and believe your friends instead of those that has been helping you without much in return since the beginning
You, give me so many negative and haunting memories that even now, I can't see you in a positive light
You, are an example I truly hope not to follow in the future even though I fear some of your traits have rubbed off on me
You, sadly given me reasons why I don't wish to be alive in my past and even now
You, easily put what you want as a priority without much care about those that have helped you
You, plus many of us walk different paths farther from each other and is it wrong to say how relieved I am to not walking towards you but away
You, I'll be honest there are many things we want or tried to tell you but you've never cared so now it's better just to shut you out as well
You, are better without us and vise versa so in the long run its better just to let each other go and be acquaintances
You, and many of us still have pain, resentment, unhappiness, etc and all I can say is sorry
You, are not an example for me, I learned that the hard way but if you can be a Good example for someone then that's fine
You, won't easily be forgiven... maybe forever as harsh as that sound but that's is My choice
You, may think little of whoever you want but just like we don't know what you went through, you don't know what we've gone through either
You, have taken people for granted, looked down upon, and belittled but I deeply wish you wouldn't
You, are someone that isn't simple to trust sadly
You, overall may not be a role model but after everything, you are human just like everyone else
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