I don't dream of you anymore,
I don't ponder upon your name,
I no longer try to figure what went wrong,
I no longer think there"s a blame,
Rarely do I reminisce our past,
I no longer glorify each moment,
I didn't even remember your face,
Till I found the message you sent,
It made me start thinking of you,
From rarely to every single day,
I don't know why it's so hard now,
To just shake the thoughts away,
You informed me it was nothing,
Though the message cleared,
You told me you didn't hate me,
Like I always had feared,
At first it hit me hard,
Because it gave my love truth,
As I read what you said,
It made my pain feel ruth,
That means it showed remorse,
Something I really needed,
Wish you wouldn't have spoken,
Of how the whole thing was conceited,
Either way through the whole thing,
I'll no longer wonder what it all was about,
Cause rarely will someday become I don't,
As I finally let your memory fade out.
©justin_ur
J