I feel like I'm being abandoned
I feel like I'm lost
trying to configure my schema
to be loved but, at what cost?
what is going on inside me?
what do I portay?
do you like me?
will you love me?
am I good enough today?
recently was in a car accident
and to the doctors surprise
on earth I did stay,but I'm laughing, I'm crying , from the part of me
that wishes I died that day
my attachments disfigured
my schema is swayed
to make the changes needed
to die finally, and just float away
I hurt, I've changed, I've grown
but I want to die anyway
I tried once with cause
now I know which way
down the the road I ponder when to go.
©modoro
M