At first glance.
My attention shifted to you.
You were a beauty not to glance.
But to admire and appreciate.
When I began to explore your world.
The things I met on the way, sent me away.
It was clear, we are world apart.
For you my beloved.
God knows, I can't trade you for gold.
That's why, I want you in my boat.
But a voice continue to tell me we can't be in a boat.
We don't fit and our destination isn't joined.
Your heart just got broken, I can't afford to break it again.
So, don't consider our ship sailing again.
The way you stepped out of my heart.
Littered my mind with questions, and gave me an injury in the heart.
It took months for the healing to start.
After years, you sent such message on val. Huh?!
I thought of painting my mind, with a poem.
But, a voice told me, I will be doing more harm to my heart.
No, you didn't love me, if you did, you wouldn't have left.
You don't know what love is, if you really think, you love me.
Tears fill my heart with this reality.
I still love you. Really wish, this isn't a reality.
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