You tried to change didn’t you?
Close your eyes, speak softly, look pretty,
less volatile, less awake, half conscious.
And even when you're sleeping you can feel him traveling away from you,
Away in his dreams.
He was not supposed to be there in the first place.
What do you want though?
Make him love you the way you want him to?
You can’t make homes out of human beings
Someone should have already told you that
and if someone wants to leave, then let them leave.
It's okay to feel terrified. It is okay to feel sad.
It's part of growing up, people come and go.
People will serve as a mistake and a lesson.
It is ok to be strange and beautiful on your own way.
You just gotta accept the fact that not everyone knows how to love and not everyone is going to love you.
Not everyone can return the love you can give.
Not everyone can see the love you deserve.
Not everyone can see your worth.
So, don't be scared to walk away.
Don't be scared to let go.
Close this door and open a new one.
You deserve the best, you know?
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