Reality

Do I really need to forget??
I question myself
For when I remember the good memories with.. that somebody
"leave it".people say
But it just hurts when you know..
that somebody didn't come back
that somebody forgot you
Do I really need to forget??
I question myself again
When I remember how I hurt One of my close ones
How I lost my good friends
Just for that somebody...
And now here I am all alone.
Still why do I get hurt??
I question myself.
Still why am I hopeful??
I question myself.
But I am left unanswered.
And left all alone again into "reality"
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