If I cut would the pain inside go away? Or would I feel the same? A temporary ease of emotional pain if physical is temptation is there are the blade.
Sometimes I feel that I want to take all the pain inside and express it against the coarse of a slice deep
I watch the blood drip and have a to wonder if it's my eyes bleeding after a while as my tears blend in with the streak of mess
I now know the ... Wanting and yearning to pick up anything sharp and feel pain other than inside. I can't stand all these emotions I feel on a day to day basis, even if I tried to turn it off
They are still here. I want to feel the blade enter into my skin and cut... Just imagining it, no one would care then
The red bleeds, ... I see red
All we have is ourselves, I grow weak every single time I'm hurt
©luvlylily
L