i thought i was fine
but it was all just one fat lie
as the blade hits my skin
my heart starts to scream
I'm afraid of myself
afraid to be alone in a room
alone with all my fears and pain
all i do is leave a red stain
i missed the feeling of a cold blade
pressing down on my skin, so pale
leaving scars on my body
and red stains on my toy boy
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